Random Stories of Past Days.

"so how are you, joyce kim?"
"not bad. not bad, my friend. pretty good, thanks. i am pretty good..."
kimmy has gone mad from all her studying, and has begun talking to herself, to her invisible friend. haha.

but seriously dudes, today's exam sucked.
for an hour or so, i was sitting there, thinking,, man, i don't know any of this, i have no clue what these essay questions are asking. i want to go home.. i thought i was going to flunk that course so bad. but! God was good [ha.ha.]. i was somehow able to pull it off in the end: i did my best to .. logically, reasonably, and sesibly make stuff up. haha.

a beautiful story:
absolutely gorgeous weather today. the sun and the warm breeze, but the best was the rain: the cool and refreshing shower of rain, and the smell of rain..

a sad story:
a ttc worker had an accident and died this morning. he died. dead. ...

an encouraging story [for those who have exams]:
my friend says,
"study as if you are studying for God. write your exam, as if you are saying to God, this is for You, God. Let God grade your work."

a warm story:
a friend who is in many of my art history courses came all the way down to robarts last night to teach me some stuff. she told me, "i want you to do well, joyce." i heard such warmness and sincerity of her heart that day, and i was touched. :)

some random thoughts:
-i realize that love of parents and human relationships are tangible blessings from God; manifestation of God's love in a tangible form.
-if i can't even study for God; if i can't even handle this stress-over-exams for God; how will i ever be strong enough to do many other greater things in His Name?

a challenging story at church this sunday:
-AN IMMEDIATE AND COMPLETE OBEDIENCE AND SURRENDER TO THE LORD.
-mediocrity. a scary word, eh?

that's all, friends.
good luck!!

along with the rain, i wish to be renewed.
along with the rain, i wish my heart to be cleansed.
along with the rain, my heart is soaked in the spirit of spring and its liveliness and hope of life. once again, grass is green.

:D

-kimmy.